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She wasand still isan Iyengar yoga teacher, and was always suggesting natural remedies.

When I was a kid, there was nothing that interested me less than all that holistic wellness stuff.

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Im not sure where it stems from, but I struggled with anxiety and depressive episodes for decades.

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I attempted to deal with the anxiety in several different ways.

The main method was alcohol, which, instead of calming me, just made me feel worse.

I also tried using cannabis to cope with anxiety.

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And of course, I triedCBD for anxietywho hasnt?

It helped a little, but not as much as I hoped it would.

I even triedacupunctureto manage my anxiety, and that actually ended up helping some.

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No matter what I triedand it felt like I tried everythingmy anxiety continued to follow me.

It followed me to San Francisco, where I worked as the director of business development for Conde Nast.

It followed me everywhere.

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My life became a dark place after my dad died.

My anxiety reached an all-time high and I felt depressed and isolated.

As a result, I started drinking even more, which of course didnt make me feel any better.

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I started experiencing panic attacks when I drank and it often gave me bad insomniait made everything worse.

Eventually, I went to a therapist and was diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD).

It was a really, really hard time.

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My symptoms were oppressive.

My dads death had been beyond traumatizing, and I didnt know how to pull myself out of it.

But my anxiety continued.

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Thats when I decided to look more into food and herbs as medicine.

(Happy, mom?)

I started minimizing my sugar intake and eating more healthy fats and whole grains.

Thats when, slowly, I started to feel better.

By healing others, you could heal yourself.

Im living proof of that.

As told to Emily Laurence.

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